It's Saturday and cold and gray and I am sick of my crappy dead end job. I am still struggling to figure out my direction. I have been postponing a decision for the past 5 months. Do I attempt to reapply for the high pressure sales job in Chicago ( even though I don't think I have a snow balls chance in hell of getting it back )and if I do apply and don't get the job back, what then? My indecision is intensified by my hatred of my overwhelmingly bad job. It seems incredibly stupid to me to write this but my inability to move on is the biggest wall I have had to overcome.
I get mad at myself when I can't make a simple decision to go forward and do something, anything and see what happens. I am one of those over analaytical planner types that needs to anaylze all my possible courses of action before I take any step but sometimes in life the only thing a person can do is jump in and try. I sit still thinking that if I try to analyze enough then the right course will come to me but often, it is the actions we take that leads us to where we need to be.
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